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night from the 26th to the 27th

message 1
I hate you

message 2, sent right after
Why?

message 3, right after
I hate you so much you ruin everything you touch every time you say something is important to you you break it and you make promises you don't want to keep and YOU DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU HURT OTHERS do you DO YOU?! I hear it over and over again it's all I see and you don't even look sorry you're just laughing

Is this what you wanted all along? Is this how you punish me?

I hate you Wei Wuxian I wish I had killed you when I had the chance

Have you found anything?

[ His voice is curt, to the poin, and yet even in such few words he can't manage to hide how worn down he is from this fruitless search, body and soul both.

Should have stuck to texting, that's safer. But he'd needed to hear Wei Wuxian's voice. ]

yo what if like
healing magic bullshit works work on

dead people?

❰ it has been a long week, and jiang yanli has received a taste of her own medicine. this is what her brothers felt -- even if you know someone is returning from the dead, it hurts just the same to know they aren't there, and that they may have suffered. at least she knew beforehand, in this case, a cryptic message she had no idea how to respond to except to fall to pieces. it's not as if she's made great strides to personally keep her family safe, but it's as if all the hope she could feel in her body for it was wasted space.

it wasn't until after she returned she knew just how many days she'd been gone. waking up in the forest, it felt like both an eternity but also a blink, and for all she knew at the time? it could have been. she has no idea how things consistently work in this strange land, but all she's had it in her to do is lay in her room and watch as the numbers on the face of her phone change. it's so early in the morning that the sun hasn't yet come out, but it's then that it hits her that maybe her brother is breathing again, somewhere. ❱

a-xian, please tell me you are alive.

[ There is a delivery of food outside of the door when they come back one day mid-October, packed in a crate full of jars and wrapped foods. On the top is a note: ]

To kindly resident of the Lake,

For your winter stores, I have prepared this food for you to keep before the snows come. Whilst we have a glut of food at present, it is best to keep this in the case that should we be trapped inside your house, you can rely on this food to help you see through until the thaw frees any blocked roads back to town.

I hope you find it suitable and that it keeps you well.

In Health and to your Good Will,
Gilia St. Loe, Second Child, Daughter-Sea, Of the Isle St. Loe, She Who Sings the Sea to Prosperity

[ The package includes:

5 x 1kg bags of Salt

5 x 1kg bags of Sugar

30 x 1kg bags of Flour

3 x 280g Yeast

30 x 1ltr jars of Butter

10 x Jar of Pickled Cabbage

10 x Jar of Pickled Tomatoes

10 x Jar of Jam Fruit Preserves ( Assorted: Strawberry, Blueberry, etc )

10 x 1kg sides of salted meat ( pork, lamb, beef )

5 x Jars of Dried Rosemary, Thyme, Basil, Coriander, Dill

20 x Pancake Mix

10 x Cake Mix

1 x 2kg Flax Seed ( + recipe how to use it for cakes to replace eggs )

1 x Recipie for How To Make Bread, 1 x Recipie for How To Long Stew Dried Meat

1 x Large Cooking Pot

1 x Baking Tray

]

Wei Wuxian,

There's a task which will take me to the mountains and I'm not sure if I'll make it back tonight. I've never been gone overnight before, Jiejie might worry. Keep an eye on her for me or I'll break your legs.

I'm leaving my dog behind since I'm going on Sandu, don't scream when you see her, you'll damage her hearing with your screeching.

Edited 2020-11-12 17:22 (UTC)

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August 28th, audio

text, a day or so after the lake events

( 10/03 ) un: jiangyanli

○ MID OCT

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