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❰ a panic rises in her chest before she puts the phone down and breathes deeply for a few moments. before, it was vague enough to not be about his past memories. what a fool she was. maybe her brother is talking about another incident, but that's also foolish to think. she has to decide whether or not she can let this particular cat out of the bag. letting it out might destroy her all over again. ❱

a-xian. you know that as your elder sister, i promised i would never truly leave you and that i would always take care of you.

how can you ask me why i was there when there was no other place in that moment i should have been?