It was a bit less controversial than wearing Jiang's purples and blues under Madam Yu's critical eye. She left Jiang Cheng unharrassed for a month once I made the switch.
I always assumed I'd switch colors again one day, if I ever found reason enough. Appeasing senseless prejudice was never quite reason enough.
Red and black, anyway. I'm not sure I'm suited for red on the outside as well. But regardless, I'm glad you approve.
In exchange, I'm compelled to inform you that now that no one has died and no further mourning is required, your blue robes aren't so terrible either (if you even still have them). Nie Huaisang was struck thoroughly dumb by your elegance in them, and while that's neither difficult to achieve nor a personal goal of yours, well. He wasn't wrong.
Your doorstep so as to knock, Lan Zhan, I don't plan to sit there. It would be awfully inconvenient to read disciplines and have my hands prepared for calligraphy on your stoop.
( first comes a picture of a rectangular slip of talisman paper, full to the edges with an inked swarm of bunnies, each wearing a lan headband. some feast on carrots, others climb over one another or sniff at the air, while still more nap huddled together as he has often seen them do. )
I thought, what with the unfathomable length of your disciplinary tome, that we might like a bookmark to hold our place.
Which I suppose also carries the bold assumption that we'll be reading more than once, but there it is.
Ah, but that was not always so. These things echo for quite a while after they're gone.
Perhaps in a few more months, I too will be at ease. You'll find me sprawled amongst the rabbits munching a carrot. Perhaps I'll wear white that day, then we'll see if you can tell which rabbit is me.
Oh, but the headbands will give me away. And I don't dare remove theirs - I'm neither family nor spouse, what indignity that would be!
( do you see what happens when you ignore this man for more than an hour? nonsense, is what. )
Because I'll have become a rabbit at ease, or simply because I'm Wei Ying?
( he fails to point out that of the three, hunger was always the least of his troubles. no need to seem ungrateful when the truth is very much the opposite. )
Lan Zhan, you know me perhaps better than anyone. Can you name a single time in which I've had an appropriate amount of shame?
I know that I won't go hungry. Lan Zhan is far too good to me and somehow makes sure all of Lan sect is the same. I don't know how to accept these things without making light of them somehow. Another 'perhaps one day I will'.
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I always assumed I'd switch colors again one day, if I ever found reason enough. Appeasing senseless prejudice was never quite reason enough.
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Red will do.
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In exchange, I'm compelled to inform you that now that no one has died and no further mourning is required, your blue robes aren't so terrible either (if you even still have them). Nie Huaisang was struck thoroughly dumb by your elegance in them, and while that's neither difficult to achieve nor a personal goal of yours, well. He wasn't wrong.
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You think there is nothing to mourn?
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Right. That was careless. I shamefully retract all of that, aside from perhaps the compliments.
Those too, if they offend.
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The altars. That will be your apology.
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The altars, then the library for the disciplines, then perhaps your doorstep if it can at all be considered evening by that point.
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Would you like to see how I filled the unbearably long hour before you mercifully broke your silence?
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( For the inevitability of their next... dispute. )
Show me.
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I thought, what with the unfathomable length of your disciplinary tome, that we might like a bookmark to hold our place.
Which I suppose also carries the bold assumption that we'll be reading more than once, but there it is.
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They are at ease.
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Perhaps in a few more months, I too will be at ease. You'll find me sprawled amongst the rabbits munching a carrot. Perhaps I'll wear white that day, then we'll see if you can tell which rabbit is me.
Oh, but the headbands will give me away. And I don't dare remove theirs - I'm neither family nor spouse, what indignity that would be!
( do you see what happens when you ignore this man for more than an hour? nonsense, is what. )
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On ancestors, this is sworn.
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( he fails to point out that of the three, hunger was always the least of his troubles. no need to seem ungrateful when the truth is very much the opposite. )
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I know that I won't go hungry. Lan Zhan is far too good to me and somehow makes sure all of Lan sect is the same. I don't know how to accept these things without making light of them somehow. Another 'perhaps one day I will'.
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