( wei ying did, in fact, lie down. he didn't sleep, though. not for quite a while after he excused himself (abruptly, inconsiderately) from their conversation.
the following morning, lan wangji gets another message. )
I don't want to be owed. I don't want to still be destroyed. I don't want to walk this life continuously carrying the weight of my last. And I thought that I might be spared of it, but that's not how this works and it's also probably not what I deserve.
Speaking of deserving things, you didn't deserve that. Me dismissing myself like I did. You were trying. How many times have I been frustrated with you for shutting me out when I'm trying? It wasn't fair of me.
texting meme follow-up for ~downswing.
( wei ying did, in fact, lie down. he didn't sleep, though. not for quite a while after he excused himself (abruptly, inconsiderately) from their conversation.
the following morning, lan wangji gets another message. )
I don't want to be owed. I don't want to still be destroyed. I don't want to walk this life continuously carrying the weight of my last. And I thought that I might be spared of it, but that's not how this works and it's also probably not what I deserve.
Speaking of deserving things, you didn't deserve that. Me dismissing myself like I did. You were trying. How many times have I been frustrated with you for shutting me out when I'm trying? It wasn't fair of me.
Also, good morning. I should've opened with that.