There are the times when I'm recognized, cursed for the loss of a life that I never took, or one that I took grudgingly in self-defense. It frustrates me, at the time. I feel like I don't deserve it, not after this long.
But then I consider all that I have done.
( the wens' sacrifice. jin zixuan. shijie. jin ling left parentless, jiang cheng left alone in this world as well. promises repeated time and time again and then broken as if they were nothing. all that lan zhan endured in wei ying's name and absence. )
I'm not sure it makes any real difference what I think, regardless.
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There are the times when I'm recognized, cursed for the loss of a life that I never took, or one that I took grudgingly in self-defense. It frustrates me, at the time. I feel like I don't deserve it, not after this long.
But then I consider all that I have done.
( the wens' sacrifice. jin zixuan. shijie. jin ling left parentless, jiang cheng left alone in this world as well. promises repeated time and time again and then broken as if they were nothing. all that lan zhan endured in wei ying's name and absence. )
I'm not sure it makes any real difference what I think, regardless.